please don't be in love with someone else.

dis is wut happens when sarah iz bored, y'all.
ughhh.
i feel like shittt.
i'm in a sleep mood and i'm freezing. brrr.
and i don't have school today [thank god, i hate my school] so i have all day to do my homework. yippy do da.
 
so i'm gonna go start on my english homework. we are reading alas, babylon. it's pretty good so far. it's about the nuclear war. which is kewl.
~not really~
gossip girl is on tonight.
yayyy.
o k a y.
 
bye.
 
oh ps look at my pretty friend in the set.
her name is bailey and she is beautiful, don't you think so? ;D

JOIN MY NEW GROUP!
it's a group for sets of any kind.
obviously, i'm bored.
http://www.polyvore.com/big_ol_bag_what_fug/group.show?id=106662

for my theme, i picked masquerade. i was really excited that you {lizzie} had put this as a theme. i ADORE masquerades so much! i think they are classy and timeless and i think it would be so much fun to go to one. through my set, you can see the theme i picked by the lovely marchesa dress, which is probably my dream dress for any fancy occasion, the black lace mask with ribbon and the small butterfly clip detail, and the pictures of the masquerade ball in gossip girl, my favorite tv show. :)
 
everyone go join lizzie's set challenge!
http://www.polyvore.com/my_set_challenge/set?id=21986742
 
i had a lotta fun with this set. hope you guys like it!
 
layout credit: me...? it's kinda like my other original layouts. so i guess it's me. whooo.

what are some of your favorite fall trends this year? favorite stores? i need help because i'm looking for clothes for back to school.
 
let's keep it relatively cheap, okay? i don't have an infinite amount of money.
 
and where i live, i have pretty much every store around so location really isn't an issue.
 
the boots in the set...yeah, i just bought them. i love them. and the fact that they were under $40 was amazing.
 
so help me out, guys! come on!
 
ps. i'm really looking for some cool patterned tights too.

off to watch the teen choice awards.
 
au revior!
 
awh, her head doesn't match her neck skin tone wise. oh well.

credit me for layout if you use, please!
 
credit for the text: whimsicaldelights.
go check out her sets if you haven't already.
they are so cute. :)
 
ah, look, a girly set. this is super cute. i really like it.
 
i'm sleepy. i was up 'til four am last night.
bad idea.
 
yup.
 
listen to taylor swift's new single, "mine", if you haven't already. it's adorable.
 
join my groups?
{taylor swift}
http://www.polyvore.com/thats_fearless/group.show?id=65015
{the pretty reckless}
http://www.polyvore.com/pretty_reckless/group.show?id=93966

ALIKSJF;LAKJGAODFHIJADFHLKJAFDL.
 
I JUST GOT A TEXT FROM TAYLOR NATION TELLING ME IT WAS ON ITUNES. I SPRINTED DOWNSTAIRS AND GOT ON ITUNES AND I'M LISTENING TO IT RIGHT NOW. I LOVE IT.
PM ME IF YOU WANNA FREAK OUT TOGETHER!!! AHHHH! YAYA!!!!
 
GO BUY IT NOW NOW NOW NOW!!!!!!
 
AKSJFDOKAJSFGADFLHIJ.
 
okay.
yeah.
 
You were in college working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk, with a fear of falling
Wondering why we’d bother with love, if it never lasts

I say can you believe it
As we’re lying on a couch
The moment I can see it
Yes, yes
I can see it now

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Fast forward and we’re taking on the world together
And there’s a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I’m guarded
You say we’ll never make my parent’s mistakes

We got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes
This is what I thought about

Do you remember we sitting there by the water
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

And I remember that fight, 2:30 am
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the streets

Braced myself for the goodbye
‘Cause it’s all I’ve ever know
Then you took me by surprise
You said I never leave you alone

You said
I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And everytime I look at you it’s like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man’s careful daughter
She is the best thing that’s ever been mine

Hold on
Make it last
Hold on
Never turn back

You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine

Yeah, do you believe it?
Gonna make it last
And I can see it
I can see it now

credit: lizzie {whimsicaldelights.}

credit me for layout if you use, please!
 
- the pretty reckless.
 
eh.
i dunno if i i like this. i'm going to go and work on my english homework now. tata.

alejandro - lady gaga
 
i love that dress. i want it in my closet. now.
and those shoes. pretty much this whole set.
GUYS. i got thee coolest shirt last night. it's a lady gaga one and i love it sooo much. it's so cute.
 
well today was my last day of my summer gym class. i'm gonna miss everyone. my class was awesome. i got home and took a long bath since it was pouring rain. now it's like 90 degrees outside. welcome to kansas weather.
 
now i'm gonna get off and finish my homework then probably watch a movie from netflix or something. so yup!
 
oh & i was looking back at my old polyvore sets [i was bored, okay?] and they were all twilight. i'm sorry. i would hate to look at my sets now. twilight isn't cool for me anymore. i mean, i still like the books, but the movies - no. the cast [minus ashley greene] - not really. so i'm sorry for putting you all through that. xD
 
if you read this post: sarah is the coolest.
 
whooop.
bye. :D

if you really knew me, you'd know that i hate everything about myself.
 
i never feel pretty.
 
my thighs are too big, my skin is too pale, my stomach is too fat, my nose is too big, and my face is too ugly for anyone to like me.
 
if you really knew me, you'd know that all i want is to be loved.
 
all i want is to make my dad proud.
 
you'd know that i'm the best there is at putting on a happy facade.
 
you'd know that i've never had a boyfriend or been kissed.
 
you'd know that i sell myself short. all the time.
 
you'd know that i like books more than i like people.
 
you would know that i feel alone and like i don't belong most of the time.
 
you would know that my favorite thing to do is laugh because it makes me feel better.
 
you would know that i don't know my natural hair color.
 
you would know that i lie. a lot.
 
but you would also know that i'm the most honest person ever.
 
if you really knew me, you'd know that i want a boy to call me beautiful.
 
you would know that i cry myself to sleep often.
 
you would know that i'm a lot smarter than i let on.
 
you would know that i still cry everytime i talk about those girls that made my elementary school years a living hell.
 
you would know that i've been overweight my whole life.
 
you would know that i only feel pretty about once a month.
 
you would know that i'm a germaphobe.
 
you would know that i get made fun of a lot because of my voice.
 
if you really knew me, you'd know that i'm never comfortable in my own skin.
 
you'd know that i can see through everyone else's facades. i'm amazing at "reading people." i can easily tell if you are lying, cheating, etc. it's like a second nature to me.
 
you would know that i hardly make anyone laugh in real life. at all.
 
if you really knew me, you'd know that i really hate myself. a lot.
 
you'd know that when i get older, i want to do something with my life, not just sit in an office all day. i want to change the world. i want to be remembered for years after i die.
 
you would know that i'm not actually a mean person, but i come off that way because i'm shy and overly-sarcastic.
 
you would know that i say it doesn't hurt when you call me a bitchh, but it does. a lot.
 
if you really knew me, you'd know that i have no idea who i am. i haven't "discovered" myself yet. i'm a mixed person. i don't know what style of clothes i like to wear the best, or what style of music or friends or people i surround myself with. i'm very undecided about everything.
 
if you really knew me, you'd know that sometimes i think lady gaga is the only one who understands me.
 
if you really knew me, you'd know that i want to show the people who say that i'm not good enough for anything that i am. i want to prove them wrong. i want to conquer all my fears and put them away. i want to be fearless.
 
what would i know if i really knew you?